If you had only wrought miracles of sound
I would be amazed. But in addition
you feed my soul by giving it music
to nourish and inform
the music in me.
Everyone
grows up with a unique soundtrack. In
our adolescence there were songs that saw us through our sufferings and
frazzled romances. This is the music
that walked at our sides as we met and married our spouses. And, perhaps, the music that dirged when the
marriage ended.
None of us
forgets the sound track of our youth, with its slow-dance makeout songs and
funky booty-bouncers. It remains the
sound track of our lives. New music always arrives but the basic rhythm carries
our days and soothes our nights.
Our world is a motley of generations, and each generation has its youthful
soundtrack. My father was imprinted with
Glenn Miller and Tommy Dorsey. They
evoked his time in history. Armies were
storming the beaches of Normandy, hopes and heartaches were thrown into the
fires of war. Spirits were kept buoyant
in the face of dread. The music was
lively, sentimental and sophisticated.
Only real pros could play it, seasoned musicians. It was vital and inventive and it isn’t going
anywhere. New generations simply
rediscover it.
We know our
sound track,whatever it is: Metallica, Paul Anka, Tupac, The Carpenters,
Michael Jackson, The Eagles, Little Richard….it’s ours and ours alone.
It is
permanently tattooed into our nervous systems.
The
soundtrack of my youth was unusual. In
1961 there weren’t many kids of fourteen listening to John Coltrane . How many of my peers had a closet full of
albums by Miles Davis, Cannonball Adderly, Roland Kirk? How many owned a copy of Charles
Mingus’masterwork, “The Black Saint And The Sinner Lady”?
I loved
jazz so passionately that there’s no adult counterpart that I can
identify. My love for my wife is
tempered with the woes of life. It’s
deep and real but it isn’t the insatiable breathless devotion I knew as a
teenager. I was a kid who had musical
crushes. My first Art Blakey album
tipped me over!
Jazz was
everything for me, at fifteen, sixteen.
It was the Path of Paths.
I wanted to be a jazz musician, and my ear tuned to this
musical elevation. When Ornette Coleman
came along in 1965, I was graduating high school, and I didn’t hesitate, I
jumped. I left home, ran off to New York
with a dream of joining The Ornette Coleman Quartet. I met the man. He was wonderfully generous but I was too
young and not good enough to be a member of his band. I didn’t get it, socially, didn’t understand
the drugs, racism, the harshness of the jazz life. It was all a romance for me. If I failed, I could go home and attend
college. There was no such safety net
for Ornette Coleman. He had to grab the
world and make it listen!
The sound
track of my youth: Coltrane, Miles, Mingus, Jackie Mclean, Tony Williams,
Ornette Coleman. I didn’t have many
friends. People thought I was crazy.
Along the
way I developed a passion for piano music. I seized upon Bill Evans with a grip
like epoxy and listened for hours and hours.
The way McCoy Tyner soloed with Coltrane gave me goose bumps. I’d stop the record, go back to the start of
the piano solo and play it again and again.
I liked the
peaceful manner of Bill Evans. He played
like a very gentle man, and so it was, I understand. I was gravitating towards a more reflective
kind of music.
I love
pianists. I love the great classical
pianists. Glenn Gould, Vladmir
Ashkenazy. Chopin transported me. I hated the the narcisissm of the so-called
“greats”. How could different pianists
play the same music, the same Chopin, with such disparate results? Some sounded musical and tender, towering and
strong, while others merely sounded brittle.
About ten
years ago, a friend gave me an album by pianist Jessica Williams. She was the
house pianist for Keystone Korner, the jazz club in San Francisco. She played
with everyone! I loved the music. The CD
was “Live at Maybeck”, an outdoor concert in which Jessica played solo. I wanted more. I played the Maybeck CD again,
and yet again.
What happens when an artist’s work
enters a person’s life? What intimate process
evolves when a relationship is established between musician and listenere? There are a few artists whose visions have
become like an alternate home for my soul.
I’ve listened to John Coltrane for fifty years. I bought my first Coltrane album, “Blue
Train” in 1960.
It began an awesome collection of
Coltrane recordings. I wore out copies,
I gave away copies. I often entreated
some shrinking acquaintance who was dodging the copy of “Meditations” I was
thrusting into his reluctant hands. “Here, listen to this, you HAVE to listen
to this! It will change your life! Just take it!” He wanted to go back to his apartment,
smoke dope and listen to Moody Blues and Led Zeppelin. By my logic, if I loved Coltrane, everyone
should love Coltrane. If I was at a
party, I’d load a recording like “Ascension” onto the turntable and people
would run from the room as if a disease had arrived. Now and then someone would hit me, take the
album from the turntable and sail it out the window.
I carried Trane’s records with me
across the country. I took them
everywhere an aspiring musician could go.
They lived with me in Cleveland, Detroit, New York, St. Louis and San
Francisco. I listened to them stoned,
straight, on acid. I absorbed them, I
ate them whole, chewing so much vinyl that my lips turned purple..
Later, the
same thing happened as I began to acquire Jessica Williams’ CDs. Jessica has a CD called “Tribute to John
Coltrane”. I ordered it from Jessica’s direct-sales website. She even signed it!
She was accessible. We became
acquaintances. That CD, with my favorite Coltrane song, “Lonnie’s Lament”,
became my everyday soundtrack.
As I began
listening to Jessica Williams I began to perceive the details of her
genius. Her technique is so abundant, I
can only laugh. Such speed, such “touch”,
such command of the entire keyboard’s sonority. There aren’t many pianists to
compete with the absurd affluence of her chops.
Some performers with technical gifts get stuck there, with the
technique. They remain performers. They
never take the next step towards artistry.
Jessica
Williams’ technique is so huge that she’s surpassed that mysterious threshold
where a musician becomes able to tell jokes.
Wit requires a special ability in music.
How can a player tell the joke without the timing? How can there be humor without first
acquiring a universe of knowledge with which to assemble the fable, the short
quip, the pun, the turning upside down backwards and forwards of a well known
piece of music so that it sweetly mocks itself?
It takes years of practice to afford the risk of timing, the risk of
flirting with a line or a pun in an odd place, framed in an odd way. It requires confidence and audacity to take a
chance, to make a wide leap of musical faith.
Only the masters have that much audacity. Only the masters are geniuses of timing. Jessica’s aptitude for surprise keeps us
listening intently. Some of her
witticisms pass in a second. Whoops,
quote from “Grand Canyon Suite” in the midst of a tender ballad. Gone!
Two bars. She might play a
gorgeous arpeggio from a great old standard.
At the end, as the ringing tones of the florid scales vanish into the
air, she throws off a little two tone discord, dink! and it fits perfectly,
makes a comment on the preceding music as if to say, “so there you are! Ha!”
It’s
impossible to write about Jessica Williams without a discussion of Thelonious
Monk. Jessica has made no secret of
Monk’s influence on her work. It’s an
odd juxtaposition. Jessica said during an
interview with Terry Gross that the first time she heard Monk, she thought he
was wearing boxing gloves.
Monk plays a hammer-handed style
that owes little to classical training.
It’s a fusion of conventional and purely invented techniques, devised by
Thelonious Monk to serve his peculiar childlike madness.
My guess is
that a major link between Monk and Jessica Williams is humor. Jessica, with her fleet fingers full of
finesse, has so much technique that the piano becomes a complex toy, an object
with which to play, as a child plays, building worlds in the imagination.
Monk’s
music often sounds like something played by a brilliant and very strong six
year old. The melodies are deceptively
simple, yet full of tricks and quirks.
Some Monk tunes evoke the sensation of almost stumbling over a crack in
the sidewalk, then recovering without falling on your face. Monk is devious. He writes to test other musicians, to see if
they can cut it, to separate the gold from the lead. The compositions are not so much difficult as
subtle. It’s easy to hum a Monk tune,
easy to let one of his lines slip into the rhythm of driving or shopping. His songs are like nursery rhymes made up by
a man who is both autistic savant and cosmic seer. Monk seemed to live in several worlds
simultaneously. The only location where all the worlds converged was in the
piano . Monk’s music was so
unconventional as to require use of elbows, forearms, crazed crushes of
fingers. His right leg flopped like a
hooked sturgeon when he played. He was
famous for getting up and dancing a little jig while his sidemen solved the
labyrinth of his chords. Were it not for
the staggering originality of Monk’s ideas, he would never have been
recognized, never acquired fans. He was
barely functional and spent time in mental wards. Without his wife Nellie’s
patient devotion, no one would know the name Thelonious Monk. It would be “What-lonius who?”
Monk could be hilarious with a
single chord. Just one! Using ten fingers. There might be fourteen or fifteen notes
played by those ten fingers but all of them belonged in the comic smash of
tones that was Monk’s sly quip. How
could a musician as funny as Jessica Williams not fall in love with Monk? Both are clowns of the piano. They approach the piano from opposite ends,
but Monk has given Jessica an entire vocabulary from which she can absorb crazy
funny quirky and exotic musical remarks.
No one can imitate Monk. An
astute pianist can be liberated by Monk.
He invented a uniquely sonorous dissonance. Monk used his imagination to turn wrong notes
into right notes. There were no wrong
notes. There were just Monk-Notes and
Not-Monk-Notes. Musicians who played too
many Not-Monk-Notes soon found themselves playing elsewhere.
Jessica’s palette is larger than
the conventional palette of modern jazz.
Bill Evans, Oscar Peterson, Billy Taylor, are modern jazz pianists. I know Jessica will be called a “postmodern”
pianist but I refuse to plop a decal on her.
Trained in classical music at the Peabody Institute, she encompasses the
whole of piano literature and borrows from sources in every corner, from John
Cage to the pulse of flamenco and the staccato plonks of the Balkan santur.
The length of Jessica’s lines is
unusual. They can be so long they seem
endless yet always resolve perfectly, after wandering and stretching through a
DNA-like weave of notes where each fragment of the entire line is a single
chromosome and miraculously the chromosomes fit together by the time Jessica
has reached the conclusion of her idea and is moving to the next. Then, another line of equally operatic length
may follow. Jessica pulls this length
off without ever getting boring.
Her lines are like action films where we wait with our
hearts beating quickly until the good guy wins or the odds are overcome. The conclusions are celebrations. The effect is visceral: UH! Rock me in my seat, let my arms and legs
twitch with happiness when the mystery is solved!
This isn’t music I listen to. This is music I ingest. This is music that mingles with my
bloodstream.
“When I'm playing, I think of NOTHING. The Buddha is EMPTY. I seek
TRUTH through emptiness, through honesty without a veil or blinders.”. Jessica
Williams
I have twelve CDs by Jessica
Williams. That’s not a large number. I’d
love to have all of them. I listen to
them constantly. I listen to them as I
write and work at home. I listen to them
in the car. I hardly listen to anything
else. Jessica’s music is so rich it’s
like a rain forest of exquisite musical plants.
It brings me joy, stimulation, awe, relaxation, information and escape
to a world ruled by The Queen Of Beauty.
What is she doing, I wonder, as she reaches to the very upper keys on
the piano and spends sixty four bars tinkling almost beyond the range of human
hearing.? The sounds are like bells coming from the clouds of a supernatural
realm. Meanwhile, her other hand is
playing some ironic or unlikely counterpoint that is so dexterous as to be
stunning, impossible, yet there it is, pure musical fact. I can imagine a Hindu deity-poster of Jessica
possessing eight arms. In each hand is a
piano. A keyboard elephant’s trunk of
ivory and ebony tapers gracefully from where her nose should be.
Jessica is
both lofty and funky. She is elegant and
rooty, the rasp and twist of blues is never far from the surface.
When John
Coltrane said, with such stunning simplicity, “I want to be a force for good,”
he was expressing the deepest will of anyone attuned to spiritual purpose. I seldom use the word “God”. It’s too vague. “God” becomes an excuse, a crutch, a fantasy,
a fleeing from pain, a selfishness.
“Being a force
for good” is a more accurate expression of putting my life in the service of a
greater power than myself. If I want to
be a force for good, if I hold that desire at the center of my heart, I have
made a commitment to walking a path of ethics, generosity and compassion. Integrity demands that I make an effort to
repair the damage of the lies that I have told, or believed.
There are
people who make themselves into living treasures by embracing this desire. Jessica Williams is one of those people. It is our good fortune that she is an
individual who devoted countless hours to the practice and study of music. This has enabled her to be the treasure, play
the treasure, inspire the treasure in all of us.
Jessica is
a force for good.
I have let
her become one of the cornerstones of the sound track of my life.
